DistantHalloween

Its fcking 90 degrees.

Summer is coming, so I guess it isnt a big surprise, but I am not a Summer person.

By all means, take me out of a school, but I dont like being on fire. And I dont like having the sun on my face all day either.

Im one of those people who dont wear a coat during the Winter, and Im usually cold during the Summer. But, when its 90, it gets pretty hot.

Its also supposed to storm, so I hope it does. Because everytime it says its going to storm, it just rains and thats it. And then I get pissed.

It just feels like Im burning alive in my room, and everytime I go outside and get hit with burning sunlight I die alittle on the inside. And thats why people call me a vampire. But I dont sparkle...I glow. Thats how pale I am.

Its not just because I stay inside a lot, but everytime I get burned, I just go back to being pale. I dont really tan as much as I burn.

Im too hot to do anything productive, so I just might not do anything. Just like everyday.

Ive been listening to music all week for hours on end. It actually isnt that surprising, I do it all of the time.

I havent drawn anything really. Ill be sitting with a piece of paper and a pencil, then Ill see my guitar or my MP3 and I start playing or start listening to music. And I will literally do that all day long, and nothing else. Even if i cant sleep Ill put my headphones on and rock out.

A friend of mine told me that i was "wasting away in my room drowning in my music." Which is kind of true. I do get out of the house, and i do have a life. But i do spend most of my time in my room when i have nothing to do. (Ha, forever alone.)

Yep, im a dork. But my family and friends love me anyway. Well, they should atleast. (:

I'm really looking forward to Warped Tour...

My friend and I have it all planned out. Its probably going to be hot like last year, but im willing to go for the music.

Im still not sure if im going yet though...

If I dont go, I'll probably waste away in my room all day/night and listen to all the bands on my laptop that i could have seen at the tour. By doing so, i will also be eating twinkies and other junk while watching Spongebob re-runs.  

(Yeah, my life in a mini-paragraph.)

There is always next year. But thats what i said in 2011. Its not like im doing anything important that month, i dont really do anything. Its just that im broke. I usually spend it all on CDs other than important stuff, being the responsible teenager i am. (:

So I hope that Ill save my money long enough to buy tickets to Warped Tour so i can get out of my house for once.

Remember : Noone wants to be me.
I run into parked cars, spend my life drawing / listening to music inside my house, have a memory like a fish, eat junk all day, dance to my ringtones, act like im high.....

Actually that sounds awesome. Maybe because thats my life. But, im sure people act the same way.

I totally misseed the point of this whole journal. But, its a journal, so it will do.

Heres a list of bands i know. I did this before, but why not again?

These are older bands:

Metallica
Alice In Chains
Alice Cooper
Def Leppard
Motorhead
Nirvana
Aerosmith
Deep Purple
ACDC
Anthrax
Judas Priest
Blue Öyster Cult
Slayer
Guns N' Roses
The Police
Cheap Trick
The Rolling Stones
Living Colour
The Reverend Horton Heat
Motley Crue
Scorpions
Van Halen
Bon Jovi
White Snake
Tesla
Poisen
Kiss
Warrant
Twisted Sister
Cinderella
Iron Maiden
Quiet Riot
Queensrÿche
Kansas
Led Zeppelin
Pink Floyd
Queen
Black Sabbath
The Beatles
Ramones
The Cure
R.E.M.
Ratt
Talking Heads
Genesis
Rage Against The Machine
Cutting Crew
Joan Jett
Megadeth
Pantera
Phil Collins
Rob Zombie
Rockwell
Slaughter
White Zombie

I could list more, but that would take forever.

More that i know/like:

Atreyu
Alesana
Asking Alexandria
Black veil brides
A Perfect Circle
Green Day
My Chemical Romance
Evanescence
The Used
Carnifex
Motionless In White
AFI
Linkin Park
Sliknot
Korn
Three Days Grace
Avenged Sevenfold
The Devil Wears Prada
Suicide Silence
Disturbed
System Of A Down
A Vain Attemot
All That Remains
Arch Enemy
Blessthefall
Blink 182
Escape The Fate
Breaking Benjamin
Bring Me The Horizon
Buckcherry
Bullet For My Valentine
Bush
Crossfade
Dope
Eyes Set To Kill
Finger Eleven
Five Finger Death Punch
Godsmack
Hinder
Marilyn Manson
Memphis May Fire
Nine Inch Nails
Papa Roach
Rammstein
Seether
Senses Fail
Since October
Skillet
Sky Eats Airplane
Stone Sour
The Misfits
As I Lay Dying
Drowning Pool
Gorillaz
Matchbook Romance
The Word Alive
Pierce The Veil
Emarosa
Saosin
Hands Like Glass

And alot more.....
Im too lazy to type any more of them.